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December 1st, 2009
01:30 am
Super excited! I'm going on a surprise trip sometime during xmas break. I think I'm owed. lol
Anyways all I'm getting is the temperature and the dates yay!
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November 28th, 2009
07:01 am - whoa.
What a fucking sobering day.
Dawn attempted suicide a few days ago...she is in the ICU and in really bad shape. She's in a coma and on life support, at 8 this morning she goes into surgery to amputate her leg. The doctors say she may very well not make it through the surgery so Emerald, Jess, and I went to see her.
So hard to see her..she's strapped down and her breathing sounds so mechanical she's only 38. Haven't cried like that in a long time; I just kept thinking about her 20 year old daughter and how horrible it would be to be her right now. Anyway....wow....awful
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October 23rd, 2009
03:33 am
I went for an amazing stress-relieving ride today.
They need to make cell phones that fit under helmets, cause I swear I missed like 15 texts. lol Nobody's lookin for ya till you're unavailable! I'm jk it just felt ironic.
Super excited to see Amani fight tomorrow!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/energetic.gif) energetic
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October 22nd, 2009
01:25 am - OMG
I just got a present....that blew my mind.
a black on black stretched and lowered ZX6
HOLY SHIT> I'm goin' riding tomorrow.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) thankful
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October 20th, 2009
12:56 pm - Mommy came to visit.
Yesterday was lovely. My mom came up from B-town with Birth Certificate copies in hand. Jovan took us to the Passport office and I got all that taken care of. I should have it a week or so before the trip. We went to lunch and stuffed ourselves.
Then we went to Busch Gardens, cause well we both have gold passes and never get to use them. We only had two hours but we squeezed in quite a bit....we really just wanted to go on the roller coasters anyways....lol
After Busch we went over to chill with Jovan for a while. Lots of crap crammed into one day. haha.
This Friday I'm going to Amani's fight in Sarasota with the two Jessica's and a bunch of wrestlers. We're gonna look a little out of place lol. Then Hyde park Cafe afterward. Should be fun! I've never gotten to see a live fight. Super excited.
I don't want to work today. I have an assignment anyways....so screw it.
Current Mood: happy
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October 19th, 2009
02:21 am
I just had an AWESOME night.
THank You white Zin.
I miss him.....I don't know what's gonna happen, but I 'm ready to find out!
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October 17th, 2009
01:03 am - Crazy.
Your hard work should be starting to pay off. Keep up the good work and it should continue to grow. An opportunity for romance may also show up out of nowhere, and if it does keep an open mind and you'll have company on life's journey
^^ maybe maybe.
Sarah needs a passport! CAUSE I'M GOING TO BERLIN!!!! SSSOOOOO excited. On November 4th -7th I'm finally making it out of the country. Now my only issue is....my mom can't find my Birth Certificate! wtf! The one time I reaaallly need it. I'm so flustered about the whole situation I don't know what to do with myself....so I'm cleaning....cause it centers me :)
OMG AAAAAH!!!!!!
okay that's out of my system.
Current Mood: ecstatic
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October 15th, 2009
05:45 am
Dear Super Headache...
We've been close now for a long time, but I think It's time we go our separate ways. You make my eyeballs throb, and for fucks sake I'm over it!
Thanks,
Sarah
Anyways, Haven't slept yet....exhausted....probably contributing to afore mentioned "superheadache." I totally won't make it to class if I fall asleep now though. I went to Dave's and chilled with him until he had to catch his plane. Finally saw Rocky, first time in my life, I know!
That work situation we talked about yesterday? It's going to take up a considerable amount of your time now, but that doesn't mean you can't enjoy yourself this evening. Just be sure you put some time aside for some sweet, soft conversation, and some equally sweet pillow-talk
That's ridiculously accurate ^
O and RYAN! If you don't post something on here really soon. I'm labeling you a livejournal-creeper and posting naked ugly dude pictures from now on. :)
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October 14th, 2009
12:20 am
Sitting on the couch drinking Arbor Mist....yea.
Thinking about recent-ness. Not used to being treated like I have been. Strange but at the same time enlightening...I don't have to be treated like crap by dudes. Sad revelation at almost 22 lol.
I went to work today to try and cash in some funny money (no dice)...Here is the list of things I get from Julio,
"did you just eat? You look bloated"
<squeezes my tits at the bar!> "Did your boobs get bigger?"
"Is your hair wet?"
"You only came here to see me."
Here is what I get from Dave.
"Hi Beautiful, I really hope I can see you while I'm in town..miss you. I'll work around your schedule. If you need anything please let me know."
hmmm....freakin' bit of a difference there. I'm not ready to settle with anyone...I'm happy single, and in all honesty I don't have a lot of time for commitment. Sarah....OPEN UR EYES NICE GUYS ARE OUT THERE.
I can't find the skeeto that bit my face but it's driving me nuts and when I see him....I'm squishiin' the bitch.
....and here's why you shouldn't drink Arbor Mist, I just cried watching "18 Kids and Counting." lmao
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October 10th, 2009
04:21 am
sometimes I wish I could just scream as loud as I could...everything I want to say to the men that piss me off, but I hold my tongue. No real reason accept trying to act socially acceptable.
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October 4th, 2009
03:34 pm
So I'm like totally super crazy mind blown right now.
Dave Bautista really really likes me and wants to take me out again...whoa!
No idea what to do. He's a super sweet down to earth guy, but he's 40! He had to fly out this morning to do a show, but he says he'll text me later...wtf dude! If I was a gold digger I could be set for life...but I'm not anywhere ready to settle down with someone that much older than me.
But hey to be friends..still neat.
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October 3rd, 2009
01:59 pm - aaaaaaaaaaaaah
I'm super nervous about tonight. I'm not used to dressing nicely so it was hard as hell trying to figure out what to wear...we're going either to Bern's Steakhouse or The Rack for dinner
Sushi or Steak...either way....yummy.
then we're going to Hyde Park Cafe and then we're doing the rest of the night at the Casino. Not gonna lie...I've never even had a boyfriend that took me out to dinner...so I feel super awkward and just out of my element.
At least Jess will be with me so I don't have to go at it alone...the other scary part is this is the guy we're going with.
HOLY Crap! WEEEIIIIIIRD
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/shock.gif) nervous
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October 1st, 2009
05:13 am
shouldn't have gone.
I feel bad when they say they need me. I made 6 dollars....seriously. FUCK thursday I reeeeaaaallly don't want to go!
On the other hand; we demolished some frisbee today, and the weather is so perfect at 5am.
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September 30th, 2009
04:28 am - win.
Their is nothing to complain about right now.
I'm high, smoking hookah, with the windows open, its 65 Degrees!, I just ate pesto, and I'm watching America's Funniest Home Videos, while in slippers, sweatpants, and a big T-shirt, surrounded by pillows and blankets
and OMG the slap chop commercial just came on! yes!
I am currently the pinnacle of relaxation.....the only nuisance is the pain in my ribs when I laugh at AFV.
This cat is named Burger and Fries, and is the reason I do not like cats.
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September 27th, 2009
10:18 pm
Officially over it for the night.
Between guys treating me like shit at work today I'm waaaaaay ready to just chill at home with Sadie. I swear I might every fucking drunken piece of trailer trash in the greater Tampa bay area...and I heard "show me your pussy" more times than I can handle for one night. I tried to swing on one guy....he's lucky he was to far away cause I have some pent up frustration toward men that I would have loved to express.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/angry.gif) frustrated
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September 26th, 2009
04:33 am
If I had remembered that I had to work 3-3am on Sunday I would of stayed HOME on Thursday! grrrrrrr.
Tonight was sad...not cause I didn't do well, but because at the end of the night their were 3 girls so hammered that they couldn't even walk. I drink at work, yes, but good lord their is no reason to get yourself so trashed. It's freaking nasty. I have been in this business for 3 years, and I have NEVER thrown up at work from drinking. Compose yourself bitches....it's sloppy.
Why do guys like girls that (without their expensive clothes, extensions, acrylic nails, ass tons of make up, and attitudes) are ugly! Two girls that came to meet some guys from my work were completely busted but because they were all "done up" apparently that made them hot. While Jess, Kat, and I all got ignored because we dress like normal human beings...not skanks. Does anybody appreciate natural beauty anymore....maybe a personality.....gross.
o well....enough bitching for tonight I nneeedd sleep.
Current Mood: annoyed
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September 21st, 2009
02:13 am - ick.
Ugh what is wrong with me! Why can't I just be well! I'm so out of it lately I hardly even have the energy to talk.
I got so sick earlier my mom drove up from Longboat Key. I feel a little better now; I guess she's right I just gotta take it easy until I'm all the way alive.....then get back to normal.
O well, I just hate being so lethargic...
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September 15th, 2009
03:47 am
pretty sure I just got the funniest and best compliment....kinda have to dig deep to see it though
"Well go get some sleep with your doggie and u will feel better. If not call me and I will come to the rescue. Ps. I don't see u as a fuck doll so stop playing hard to get hooker b4 i find myself a real suicide girl lol"
This is from my lovely friend Billy.
Yes I have come to the point where this is a compliment...lol. :) hilarious.
Current Mood: awake
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12:53 am
"You promised yourself you wouldn't let your heart get away this time, but guess what? It has left the building."
O crap. my freakin horoscope.
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September 13th, 2009
10:19 am
Good and bad news.
NOT BROKEN! yay
but....
The doctor said....."Unfortunately bruising can hurt a lot more then a break" Great.
he said I shouldn't work for at LEAST a week, but I have to...and coincidently today is the first home game so I have to work 12 hours...lol ironic. So me and Percacet are gonna take a two hour nap and then head back off to work. At least I have medicine now I haven't been able to move in the past 10 hours.
I have GOT to check my horoscope on this shit..
Today, the planets create strong financial opportunities, but these heavenly bodies are constantly in motion. If you don't get up to speed fast, these deals will pass by as quickly as they came. Hopefully, you're already set up and can catch them as they arrive.
Great.....a 12 hour shift is a strong financial opportunity.....I have to get up to speed, with a busted fucking rib cage. LETS DO THIS>
What doesn't kill us right?
Current Mood: calm
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